Wednesday, September 26, 2007

RS: Eh, alot of people read ____'s blog leh.
ABC: Why leh?
RS: Dunno, see how ugly she is lor.

Wtf. Have you spoken to me before?
Wouldn't it be pathetic if you read my blog for the same reason as well?
I hate it when people who don't know me, judge me. Even if it's meant to be a joke.
&Worse thing is, I've faced you before. You don't even hate me!
So, why?

Lesbooooo's spontaneous act.

They are the world's most troublesome drink.

2 of them spilled 1/10 of the drink when popping the marble.

Another 2 knocked over the bottle.

Dropped by Kim Seng Plaza to find Lesbo &the 4H people.
Shouldn't have gone there lor.
Saw the stupid DannyAng playing in the arcade &everyone started telling me about him wasting money &al.

DannyAng spent over $30 just on this machine.
&Guess what?
I got addicted too.

You're supposed to drop a token into the machine,
&Hope that it knocks other tokens down so that you can play more.
Anyway, you'll lose money lah. Haha.
The arcade uncle damn happy kkk.

Everytime more tokens drop, there'll be screaaaaaams.
Haha.

We won this much tickets!

&They exchanged all for lollies.
Hahahahaha.

P/s: Alright, muggingggggg time :D

Labels: Self-worth?

Poverty

“Mama, don’t go!” The words screamed in her head, but went unheard as she vulnerably watched her mother fade away. She couldn’t run towards her mother, she couldn’t make a sound. Her own breath seared her lungs.

May wasn’t asleep. When she heard her sister’s faint, muffled cries, she was out of bed like a shot. As May flung open the bedroom door, she made her way to the bed along the wedge of light and there Ja was, thrashing about in the throes of a nightmare. It was the third time that week.

Poverty had always been a member of the sisters’ family. They had never had a moment of wealth, never known a moment of luxury. Everything about the family reeks of poverty; from their passed-on clothing to their humble attitude. Ja and May had never thought of following trend, because they didn’t have what was required for new bags and fashionable wear. As a result, they were ostracized in school and despised by classmates. However, it didn’t matter much to them, because after all, they had each other. Even though the family lacked in materialistic aspects, they were rich in love for one another. Siblings were close and parents doted on their children. They were contented in living with just that, until a tragedy struck them helpless.

At birth, Mother had been diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis. It’s a fatal and incurable illness that leaves the host’s lungs and heart damaged. Fortunately for Mother, her condition had been kept under control with medication and occasional surgeries. All went well even after Mother married Father and had her two girls, until…a year ago. One night, Mother fainted. Virus had attacked her weak heart. She was immediately sent to the hospital but was refused treatment when the hospital learnt of their financial status. Even with all their savings put together, they couldn’t afford the medical bills. Relatives shunned them for fear that the family would approach them for money. Just like that, Mother spent her last days at home, for the following weeks. It was a tough but predictable fight; Mother wasn’t going to win the battle with death. But who knows? Perhaps with proper treatment, Mother could have been saved.

Her death served as a shattering blow to the family. It was especially devastating for Ja. She refused to face the music, preferring to indulge in the forlorn desire that her mother would be back to her again. No one knew how she felt. No one knew she cried every night under the sheets, her heart aching more than how her mother’s heart had. No one knew she missed having Mother tuck her in in bed every night. Most of all, no one knew she missed feeling safe knowing Mother was just across the hall. How was she to grasp the truth that everything was gone? What is her family without her mother? Ja hated being poor. Ja hated having to be defeated by poverty when all her life, she lived well and happy without much wealth. Ja hated the practicality of people that cost her mother’s life. Since then, her nightmares had begun.

There was no hesitation on May’s part as she dived across the bed and gathered the trembling Ja against her. As if her trepidation was contagious, May feared too. Ja’s response was immediate. Her rigid body went limp. Her hands, which had been spasmodically clutching the sheets, reached for May. She needed support; she needed strength to replace the lack of her own. May wasn’t certain if she was fully awake, until she felt Ja’s warm and wet tears. She wept silently in the hollow of May’s shoulder.

“May… I don’t want this.” The words from Ja were heartbreaking. May never knew her sister had been so frightened all this while. It was as though Ja had been anticipating the death. Holding her tighter, closer, the sisters cried together.

// Jiayi.

Wooooots!
Grad video is finally done.

Thank you:
Aziz (who shared half of the burden without being asked, maybe more :D)
&All those who helped in the video-making.
I'm so sorry for losing my temper and screaming at everyone.
Sorry!

Super tempted to upload Graduation Video on Youtube,
&post it here. But can't.
After Grad-Day, maybe. Plus all the NG shots.

Mdm Phuahahahahahaha.

I wasted a lot of money on Mags lah.
Xue te. Anyway, Love It is very good.
It's not those kinda gossip Mag. It has real-life/traumatising stories &occasional nudity.

Went to visit ~~Aud~~ Bobo!

Hahahahahaha.
She came into my lap and when I was petting her halfway,
she went away to shit and came back again!

Studied @ Hengyi's house one pre-prelims night.
Bought drinks for Cheryl &Hengyi.

Remember this?
We used to have this when we were kids. Dragon-Ball-dunno-what
There's this marble in it &you're supposed to push it down before drinking it.
Then it got banned &I found it @ Liang Court again!

Prelims' preparation was fup.
Not enough time, too many materials. #01 killer.
But it's over now &soon, Os will eat us up :/
Include me in your prayers please.

Syna sent it to me for extra motivation,
&for the Prelims period, it was my wallpaper.

Went Changi Airport some Sunday.
Wanted to study &al but we ended up walking around &eating.

Yipin &Cheeyee!
Hahahaha.

Had Fish&Co.

Seh-mon :D

P/s: Sharry! Thank you for using your right as the-only-one-who-can-make-me-study.
Hahaha. Because of you, I passed Bio!

P/s/s: Tiang Ah Gek, thank you for teaching me Bio.
&Also for gossipping with me though I know you liked it too.
Haha.

P/s/s/s: Nah Danny Ang! I blogged alr lah.
Haha. You never even tag lah. Tsk.

Labels: Do you have it too?

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Disgusting when you're here flaming me @ every chance you get, yet talking to me like nothing's wrong in school. Hypocritical motherfucker.

'BE-YOURSELF-DAY' : STRIPES THEME !

Come back to my bloggggg!
I found the time to blog because it's a weekend &I've already studied for the Bio paper next Tuesday. Pretty fup,actually.

I saved alot of time, y'know.
Skipped editing a million pictures, so too bad if they turn out fugly.
52 drool-triggering images.

Soooooooo, the class had to come to school on Teachers' Day, dressed in adherence to the theme we've chosen. &We picked Stripes just a few days before.
Cool please. Everyone who came to school, came in stripes :D

I walked into the class in the morning &saw the guys wearing it alr.
No girls yet. Must be busy preparing @ home lah.

&Remember when I said I bought an identical bag with Maaa-der?

Had to do some work-out thing in the morning.
Siao one, in our outfit leh. Damn hot alright :/

But I didn't do much. Went round snapping pictures instead.
I feel like some hmm, unofficial photographer.

Jazz is everywhere! Haha.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

Omg, see Ahli &the doll thing.

Hahahaha. Ah-ti-ka stands out lah.

1/2 of them are not smiling.
Another 1/4 are looking elsewhere.
But at least they came together to take this picture.

Macham Korean drama :/

4H's theme is Retro.

4F's theme is also Retro.
But both classes are superrrrrrrrrr different.

Then there was this competition.
Best dressed orsth? I forgot.

Our representatives!

Sec3s. Hoh, I love them please.
I don't know them but they posed for my camera, so YAY :D
Bet they didn't know they'd appear here. Hah.

OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG AH. MY #01 IDOL....!

1G-boy! Didn't get his name.
I heard Mustafa(D:!) but I'm sure that's not his name lah.
He's damn cute right! You should've seen when he's standing alone, looking all sad and lonely. Hearbreaking lor!
I'm gonna start a fanclub for him man, once I find him in school &start stalking him, taking more pictures. You all better join hor!
Anyway, he won 1st for the Year Ones &3rd overall. Mai siao siao. He charmed the judges too. Haha. Can't believe I screamed for him. Tsk.