Shag ; shiok still.
Friday, November 30, 2007
I love my job!
Haha,it's like the most fun thing on earth.
I know where the things are kept in storeroom now &I super love helping the people there.
I help them so much that I'm neglecting my own work.
I get to gossip too! :D
It's super amusing to hear people call me "Sayang."
So many of them call me that,it's like my name alr.
Come find me @ Tangs if you have time :D
I'm gonna start work at Vivo soon!
Lesbo, J.den, Damien, Jo &Ian dropped by alr! Saw Tiff too. Haha.
Super sweetest thing!
Dondon wants me for a job.
The flip side of a typical night-life. I serve people now.
Haha,best!
P/s: Ah,3 days.
Who will listen to ghost stories with me :/
&I'm not sui bian kkk! Haha.
Xoxo,D! Must remember to read the sms ah.
Take care,I love you :D
Get me a depressant.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
I need to blog. Something.
Jay-why-eye looks too wordy. Fuck.
Fuck,I'm scolding fuck too much lately.
Found random pictures in my photo album.
She's the new working-bud!
Francis,the super whacky colleague. Haha.
P/s: Xie xie ni very much,Lesbo!
P/s/s: I'll tell you(TC,Faris,Mavis,Ming,Gina,Martin) what happened when I got it settled alright.
I'm sorry if I made you feel bad :/
P/s/s/s: I died after editing my blog codes.
P/s/s/s/s: Okay,emoX again.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
I bought a bowl of noodles today.
Then I pushed it away with a "Fuck."
I want to lay my head on the pillow and close my eyes.
Not sleep,just stop thinking.
But everytime I close my eyes,I see him. I think of the times we slept together.
I want to hug on to the Doraemon bolster cause it's the closest I can get to having support.
I want to deflat the ball that is in my court now cause I don't know what to do with it.
I want to gorge on chocolates cause I heard they make you happy.
I want to slowly rot because it seems easier.
I want to scold Ruoyu for being part of this.
I want to stop hearing people talk about him.
I want to have the heart to forget.
I want to talk to someone about it.
I want to blast songs &drift.
I can't hug Doraemon because it's from him.
I can't gorge on chocolates because everything that is sweet reminds me of how bitter I feel.
I can't scold Ruoyu cause there's no reason to.
I can't stop hearing about him cause they just won't stop.
I can't forget cause he's been there too long &it hurts too bad.
I can't talk cause who would understand when even I don't.
I can't listen to songs cause I keep finding our past in the lyrics.
Instead,I'm working everyday.
I plead to work everyday.
I run to every department,offering my help because I need to do something.
I don't take meal-breaks anymore cause I don't eat anyway. I don't need to.
I just work. 11hours/7. Work.
I know I'm forcing myself. Pushing too hard. But that's the idea.
I don't stop talking when I'm with people.
Cause when I stop,I will think. I don't want to think.
Maybe I don't even want to be with people anymore.
They bug me for the truth, they demand I be happy.
How do I explain it's not as easy? How do I tell them I can't smile?
Oh fuck,I'm a sales promoter. Smiling is my job.
I look pathetic, I feel weak.
After Jinkang's birthday,I'll go MIA.
Die orsth. Whtv it is,I'll be gone.
I can't take it anymore.
The cup is now half empty.
How bad is it?
Do I have a "Come two-time me" written on my forehead?
They say Edward is the worst,but he's the only one who didn't.
There's this concentrated pain somewhere below my neck.
I think it's my heart.
The truth,the truth,the truth.
I want it &I got it.
Now,I want it gone.
Fuck,indecisive.
But it hurts. Bad.
Maybe it's retribution,because I played Ruoyu's role when he was with Joyce.
We're done. 11months,done.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Boon left today )':
Went to the airport, talked a little with him, laughed for abit.
Until the last minute,it didn't seem as though Boon would leave us.
He's just always there, with his own lingo.
I'm gonna miss him. I already do.
Cause he's so far away now. China :/
Quite a lot went.
Sent him off @ 9.20.
When it was time, we didn't even know what to say or do.
It's like awkward cause it's the last time we're seeing him. For the next 2years.
I'm glad I hugged Boon ):
I cried. Couldn't control.
Tried but couldn't. Like tap.
Everyone except 2 mf-ers &Ming.
I think those who didn't go should regret.
&Those who went but prioritised BK instead should regret too.Labels: Boon.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
THE BLACK &WHITE PARTAAAAAAYE !
Please please please wait for all the pictures to load.
Go have a doughnut orsth.
Refresh if they don't load well :D
Woke up early to meet up with Sharrrry &she came to my house.
Met S.kiang after for hair.
Got ready @ my house &Daddy fetched us + Lesbo to Holiday Inn.
Pictures following.
120 of them :O No time to even edit them :/
Ms Bare-backkkkk!
Hoh. Sexy ah.
Maaaaaaaa-der! She's @ Shanghai )':
Gossip partner 2years back. Haha.
Laviniaaaaaaa's shuai :D
Pinli :D
Chio de lor. Haha.
Weiting,Serenaaaaa.
Puayyyyyy!
Ah-ti-kaaaaaa!
Movie addict! Haha.
Janice ;D
Chiooooooooooooooo please :D
She's Si/Sze Min, S.kiang's jr.
I don't know her but she's cute. Haha.
Carmel on duty. Hah.
Guanwei,emath-mate!
Junjieeeeee.
F.I.R. Hahahahahahahaha.
I super love this picture please :D
They're gonna get married :D
Wong wong :D
Eat cam?
We were like sitting at this super isolated corner.
Wahlao. Always neglected.
Muslim table, muslim menu.
When our food came out. Grand siol.
Others got Shark'sFin, we got Vegetable in Crabmeat Soup :O
There was more food, I think.
But I wasn't @ the table alr. Heh.
Timo!
Boon's going China )':
Danny Chiaaaaaa.
I always bully him for coming from Malaysia. Haha.
Xiao Ke. Haha.
Junjie's highly entertaining.
I have a video of him dancing but Youtube wouldn't let me upload it :/
Aziz :D
Fi,Sebas.
Ham!!
Iggy,buddy!
Another bud,Woomoomoo. Hahaha.
Fi,Joshuaaaaa.
Serooooo.
Dicksonnn!
SooSooTeckTeck.
Ahli, Gene. Hai zi men :D
Ahhhhh, Yanwee!
Cooooooooolin!
Wooooots,#01 :D
Jannnnnnvin!
Lit classmate. Haha.
Samuel :D
Emath class! Super love :DDDDD
Huiling!
Tiff,Tree-Anne :D
Jazz!
Leon's going back Indo today )':
ChiiiiiJie :D
Ahpoh aka working bud!
Bestfr since Sec2, always fighting since Sec2 :D
Xinni!
Super cute couple!
The DragonBoat teaaaaaam!
Gess NCC !
They are supposed to be 6/3. Haha.
Sharry,Choon.
Hahahahah,Jingkai!
Eugene! He's gonna fly to Penang soon. Haha.
Jaar :D
GuoSheng!
I got all new class photos. Haha.
PrimarySchool-mates! Zhangde-ren leh.
4G'07 !
2D'05!
6/2'03 + a few extraaaaaas. Haha.
Note our signs.
Syna &Sufi got nominated for Prom Queen &King!
Jaar too. Haha.
I won $30 Swensens Voucher.
Jiayi,Atiqah &S.kiang walking back from toilet...
Emcee (inside) : For Prize No.15...
Jiayi (outside) : Aiyah, Jiayi lahhhh.
Emcee : LI...JIA...YI from 4G !!!
Jiayi : What the fuck?
Atiqah &S.kiang: (laugh laugh laugh &laugh somemore)
I nearly wanted to just ignore it.
But I got seen by people inside, so bo bian. Went up the stage :/
Tyco no?
Cabbed home,feet aching,shag,shiok.
P/s: Please remind me if you want me to send you Prom pictures.
For now,I only remember Ariza, Joshua &Iggy's.
Labels: One last time