Sunday, April 30, 2006
hohoho
this is so eff-ing funny luh
there's definitely equivocation
you should know how stubborn i am
i'm not going to change my mind
whether i die from that beating or not
it'll have to depend on how much she hates me
i just want it over and done with..
Saturday, April 29, 2006
i'm eating rice dumpling
okay..
that was so random
anyway
i feel like a pregnant woman
cause i'm like crying all day long
i listen to THAT song and cry
i listen to ian counsel me and cry
i watch stairway to heaven and cry
i watch xian qian qi xia zuan and cry
i quarrel with vicki and cry
i worry too much about javin and cry
i browse through pictures and cry
what the hell is wrong with me ?!
i hate crying
like i'm some twit
who cuts herself everytime
makes no sense..
ahhhhhh
this is my fifth post today
NAH ! YOU VIDEO-ADDICTS
lolmao
it's a short video of noel &iggy
i was bored
so were they
need i say more?
i'm going crazy
please God, please
let him be okay
he won't reply messages
he won't answer calls
it's all my fault
omg omg omg
please please please
idiot her
made my life so miserable
thank you kenneth
thank you sebester
for cheering me up
i spent hours trying so hard to explain to you
but you just turned a deaf ear on me
you blamed me for something that wasn't my fault
i don't even care now
unless you come to me
and offer to listen
i won't ever speak
i'm not a saint
i get pissed off too
i cried
in anger
in disappointment
in grief
when you chose him over me
you wanna call your gor to "settle" this?
fine with me
whatever he does to me
beat or threaten
i won't retaliate
i promise you that much
worth it or not
it's your decision
your choice
your consequences
Friday, April 28, 2006
hell
this post is all about noel &iggy
cause i took half a dozen pictures of them
awwww
so sweeeeet
took a video too
but youtube corked up
have to wait luh
Thursday, April 27, 2006
WOOTS !
i soooo love mama
i spoilt my phone and she bought a new one
not just any one
but the one i so desired
7370
i'm high now
very high
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH !
i guess the whole year 3
would have heard of the TB incident
and majority of WHO it is
i finally saw how selfish some people can be
i won't start pointing fingers
but i just don't agree with what people are doing
just one recess and
i already hear news of it spreading like wild fire
million thoughts crossed my mind
what were they thinking when they were discussing it?
did they think of how HE is suffering in hospital?
did they even consider how HE will feel?
did they think of what HE will face when he comes back to school, if they continue this talk?
they just blabbered on and on
thinking only of themselves
thinking if they had contracted it
maybe Man are born selfish by nature
i'm not blaming them for fearing
but while they are struggling with the doubts
shouldn't they at least think of HIM?
it's the least they could do
had they been truly concerned about his condition?
i doubt so
not even HIS close friends
that is what's depressing
even as a "watcher"
i can't help but feel the grief
for HIM, and for mankind
i'm an activist
that's all i can say
i don't know why i'm posting these pictures
it's not clear anyway
just photos of 3G
i'm selling it for $1
when the school's selling it for $2.50
xDxD
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
forgot to post these yesterday
3G's very own i-Gallop !
haa
took wong wong's picture in CME lesson today
SO LIKE HAMTARO !
lmao
took a picture of puayleng's and my seat
so messy luh
anyway
after school was damn gay
stupid joshua &sufi
kept playing with the bottle caps
awww..shy couple
oooooh
we played with blood too
whose blood?
MINE !
SPLATTER !
my finger was bleeding non-stop
so we decided to contain it
in the bottle cap
xDxD
but i accidentally knocked it over
and the blood spilled out
i know
so much right?
it's not just one drop which i zoom-ed in on
it's one HUGE drop
sufi's expression when i was
squeeeeezing my blood out
maybe it looks fake or somewhat like red paint
but it's really blood
NAH ! evidence
sian sian sian
i spoilt my phone
must be the drop-into-toiletbowl incident
can't sms
can't set the time
can't have alarm clock
can't check the calendar
can't see missed calls
can't..MANY MANY MORE
can only call and be called
so inconvenient
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
eng and mt paper 1 today
i'm not going to score
and i know it
i didn't finish the eng letter writing
and went to sleep for 30min
i was too lazy to check the dictionary for chinese compo
and went to sleep again
i just left blanks
i really didn't have the mood for examination
fever &al
then school ended
went to 3F
caught zhaopeng and milo gaying
then went back to class
and wrote crap on the board with jyan
went to tiong with some 3H-kias
we walked through tiong bahru park
and jyan suddenly had a fetish for swings
haa
rofl
fallen shoe
i'm so sorry if this post's not up to standard
i don't know what's wrong with me either
i feel like a different me today
met ian on my way home
and he gave me a packet of sweets
okay
i know where the fiona's from
she likes ian
and she thinks we're together
so i guess she came here to bitch because of that
uhhh..whatever
idiotic luh
Monday, April 24, 2006
i threw the ring
out of the class window today
with puayleng being my eye-witness
UH-HUH
i'm definitely movin' on
no pictures no videos
cause i forgot to bring my cam to school
anyway chi lesson today sucked
mdm foong lost two of my compos
and i had to go out of the classroom to rewrite them
TWO ! OUTSIDE CLASSROOM !
then so many 3H-ians walked pass
and thought i was punished or something
why was i supposed to pay for what she has done wrong?
so unfair luh
and what's worse was i couldn't even argue back
kept sms-ing ian outside class
nearly got caught by mdm foong
when she came out to check on us
lmao
went to bm library after school to study
with angel and sharry
crap
didn't study a bit luh
i nearly fell asleep
haa
ahh..stupid day
so sian without my cam
Sunday, April 23, 2006
someone from marriot gave mama
a HUGE chicken pie
yum yum
okay maybe you can't really see how big it is
but it really is..
erm..big
lol
i know it's wrong
but i'm actually enjoying the TAGBOARD FIGHT
i mean i'm practically ROFL-ing while reading it
yes yes
i know i'm not participating much
but trust me
i'm having equal fun watching the "show"
and to think i thought there's nothing fun
to blog about on sundays
look at that !
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it's effing funny luh
lol
i'm touched
people defending me
even those that i don't know of
like the two passer-by s
i don't suppose you guys can still be considered as passer-by
since you like "passed by" alot of times
haa
thank you guys
but don't think i don't know
you guys enjoy this quarrelling immensely
hurhur
ha ha ha
in case some people haven't read it
refer to my tagboard
and the tag by anonymous
i left my blog for the night
and woke up to find this
anonymous:
i think eu suck wor. all eu want ish attention. eur blog sux. i hate it. fcuk. dunno why sho mani ppl read eur blog. i think bcux they give eu mian zi onli. don dare tell eu eur blog sux
okay, so i figured
if there are people who love my blog
there must be people who hate it too
i won't rebut to what she has said
like i would if the same thing happened to any of my friend's blog
because this time
it's MY blog
i'm just gonna take it in stride
accept her comment
blah blah blah
because that's what the tagboard's for
honestly?
it hurt..
i never thought my blog content could be seen
from that point of view
i won't deny that i want attention
i have a thirst for it
attention not for myself
but for my blog
initially, i blogged to express myself
then when i actually HAD people reading my blog
i tried to make it worthwhile for them
i added in pictures and videos
and tried to be funny and witty
because
i enjoy knowing people like reading my blog
i enjoy knowing people come back to read my blog
i enjoy knowing people get info/gossip on stuff from my blog
one thing remained unchanged
i blog for myself
my own contentment
people may say to ignore her
seeing that she's just another twit etcetc
but twit or not
good english or not
it's HER opinion
thank you anonymous
continue tagging
and take care (:
i hope i don't know you personally
and thank you people
for defending me
woot-sy
bought 2 albums
and i'm broke now
mary j blige - breakthrough
dl-ed a few of her songs
and she totally rawls
russell watson - the voice
i don't think many know of him
i bought his album cause he sings in spanish
and i love anyone who sings in spanish
josh groban. andrea bocelli etcetc
WHEEEE
i love music
just confer-ed with kenneth and javin
i really hope he's not another edward
that'll be too devastating
but then again maybe it's inevitable
cause afterall, it's still javin
if you know what i mean
Saturday, April 22, 2006
can finally blog
supposed to meet
benny, iggy, munwah, linqian and sebas
but don't feel like going anymore
too tired
think i partied too much yesterday
anyway, school yesterday was boring
nothing interesting happened
just that in amaths
puayleng and i fooled around with our calculators
we competed to see who can reach 1000 first
obviously i won
haha
1000 to 985
just in case you feel bored in class
play this with your partner !
step 1: press 1 on your calculator
step 2: press =
step 3: press + 1
step 4: press = non-stop until you reach 1000
k then school ended
and some guys from 3e came
our very own COLIN !
and...KERO !
lmao lmao lmao
sorry janvin/colin
couldn't resist posting it luh
anyway, phil's finally back from vancouver
hope he's gonna stay longer this time
then we had a welcome party last night
it's just the guys' excuse to go clubbing luh
couldn't take any pictures
cause jiejie took my cam
we played Spin the Bottle
then phil and i kena-ed
and we had to kiss each others' cheek
the worse thing was leonchia
took a photo of it
wth
so paisey luh
he's gonna blackmail me now
went to mama's apartment after that
and back home now
replying to tags
passer-by: THANK YOU. the highest compliment of all is ur joy upon reading my posts. continue readin my blog. provide ur link if u have a blog too :D
piggy: FLATTERED. haa
shengkiat: LMAO
juan: thnks. love u :)
pl: FINALLY
munwah: haha. hope so leh.
colin: yes u are. gays rawl !
iggy: ALOT
shuanne: yah lor. cfm its him.
angel: cos gaomiao like me dun like u lah. haa
=.-: not so mysterious liao luh
gaomiao: how did u find my blog?
Friday, April 21, 2006
can't blog
or post the pictures
i have today
jiejie has my cam
and i'm going to mama's apartment later
:(
Thursday, April 20, 2006
people get bored
apparantly
these people were bored
i was waiting in class with a few others
for seroyen and jyan to finish their hist lesson
they promised to accompany me to buy my dunks
besides vandalizing the whiteboard
some developed a fetish for gaying
to pass time
obviously hamka was raped
if you were to see carefully
you would notice that chijie was raped
by the same person as hamka
what does this show?
that yinle is a horny bastard !
with reference to..
http://colinandkero.blogspot.com
WAHAHAHAHA
wait till janvin or colin sees this
anyway
after hist lesson ended
the 3 of us went to tiong
and met the 3H-KIAs there
so i asked them along to heereen
angel
pinli
shermaine
sharry
danny
hasyna
chinting
all came along
(i hope i didn't miss out anyone)
:) :) :)
except marliana who went home
:(
the 10 of us went to
heereen's limited ed vault
and bought my dunks
we struggled with the choosing
for so long luh
i think the guy got fed-up or something
but i got the one everyone liked
including me of course
nice eh?
it's high-cut
but i'm gonna risk wearing it to school
haa
went to take..NEOPRINTS..?! after that
i didnt take
only angel, hasyna, chinting and danny did
seroyen, jyan and i went to eat wanton noodles
at Graffiti Cafe while they were taking neos
they took 5 min to take the picture
and an hour in decorating it
because everyone joined in
i couldn't even squeeze in luh
hurhur
END PRODUCT
danny warned me not to post it
and even threatened me with my cam
he gave it back to me when i "promised" him i wouldn't
apparantly, he doesn't know me well enough
ANY picture that's in my cam goes INTO my blog
muahahahaha
hasyna and danny in the middle of the benches
we were going to take a group photo
but the security guard came
and told us we weren't allowed to
bleh. spoilsport
zzZzZzzzZz
tiring day
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGOR !
I LOVE YOU (:
i'm so sorry i didnt buy you your pressie today
tomorrow, i promise
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
pYnkKiiShH dOuGhhNuUt wOrRxX
IAN..i hEaRrTx eUu NeHhXx
*sweat
took me a few minutes
just to finish typing that
i don't know what came over me
i guess that's the consequence of eating pink doughnut
ian brought over a doughnut he baked
the shape is weird
but i can make it out to be a heart
and it's pink
ERRRR OKAAAAY
cause ian said a heart doughnut
will look weird in black (choc)
i wanted to take a pic of the doughnut
but ian ate part of it before i could
GLUTTON
haa
but thank you anyway
such a resourceful..? friend
heard i was sick in the morning
and by afternoon
he whipped up a doughnut
i swear
ian's the SWEEEEEEETESST friend anyone could have
i guess i got real bored at home
i was browsing through my folders
and i just kept seeing sufi,
be it videos or pictures
then i thought of making a video for him
with all those
haa
schnappi das kleine krokodil
schni schna schnappi
schnappi schnappi schnappi
i can't get this song outa my head
hee
i finally loaded sufi's birthday bash's video
it was recorded on 10 march
and today is...19 april ?!
LMAO
the file's too big
so i separated it into 2 parts
didn't go t school today
woots
some appendix or whatever shit
op during the weekend
zZzzzZZzZzZ
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
ran 2.4 during p.e
or maybe just PART of 2.4
cause i kinda blah~
at the 4th or 5th round
idiot luh
only one or two more round(s) to go
such a waste
but mr goh said i needn't run anymore
until i'm out of sec sch..i think
wheeee
that's how special i am
anway, all the "fun" began when school ended
i got real bored
and started doodling on the board
then i took videos
jason &sebas
seroyen's camera-shy
his reaction's like i was gonna rape him or something
: (
went to library with jyan
we were quietly reading our books
(mine was a story on teenage sex &pregnancy)
when a guy suddenly just sat infront of us
leaning on the bookshelf
he obviously wasn't reading the book he had in hands
he was staring blatantly at us luh
but we just ignored him and continued
then he went away and a librarian came
she said
"girls, watch out for the guy who sat there just now.
we're keeping a close watch on him."
DANG~
so creepy luh
but she refused to tell us why
he's probably some perv
who touches female students' boobs
lol. whatever
then jyan got kind of HIGH in the library
she started planning on ways to attack the guy
if he ever approaches us
first she took one HARD-COVERED book outa the shelf
and suggested that one of us hits him in the head
then she decided that one book's not enough
and took another one
haha
STILL wasn't enough for her
she picked the fire extinguisher
throughout the entire time
we just kept fantasizing on blood and gore
how the guy will die etcetc
gross but fun..!
lmao
anyway, 3G did well in debates
no matter the outcome
3G OYYYY
today went well i guess
in the morning
before i went to queue up for assembly
a sec 1 boy came to me and asked
"jiejie, why your skirt so short?"
i was like traumatized
my skirt's ultra long luh
any longer and i might as well
parade on the streets as a sua gu kia
so i said "really? very short meh"
and this boy said "yah. all my friends' skirt long long one"
haa
i forgive him
for indirectly saying i'ma twit
cause he's damn cute luh
he's like smaller in size than aziz
and totally adorable when tapping on my arm
Monday, April 17, 2006
disappointment after disappointment
frustration after frustration
once she said
"we've decided to use back..."
and i knew
she didnt have to carry on for me to get the message
let down?
of course
i did my best and still it wasn't enough
for ms chai, for 3G, for myself
then came the MT test paper
25/50
what the hell happened?
chineseee
the ONLY subject i can top
and i get this kinda fucked-up marks?
at the last period
i had to argue with
benny.munwah.chijie.iggy.puayleng
they say it's my fault
i didn't care
they just don't understand my plight
tried to cut with benny's penknife
failed
if only the penknife's blade wasn't so blunt
then i would have succeeded
despite my cowardice
only benny's cheerfulness
and puayleng's childish-ness
cheered me up a lil
when i got home
i still had to argue over the same issue
with HIM
once again..it's MY fault
okay fine.
i apologized.
what more do you want from me?
give it a rest
before you really break my spirit
the whole day has been a disaster
and i think that's all i can handle
for now
i totally broke down in the bathroom while bathing
when i came out
i still couldn't stop weeping like a baby
and i turned to my bed
to vent ...everything
everything there was today
through hot, burning tears
then mama came and counselled me
gone is the bubbly girl
i'm not weak, don't be mistaken
it didn't take just one set-back to bring jiayi down
it took an army of it
damn gaaay today luh
there was some kinda "fight" in the last period
took videos of it
i'm innocent
benny took the 2nd video
not me
you'll know when you've watched the video
pay attention to where the cam focuses on
then right after school
they gave aziz his belated birthday present
mean people
aziz is like so small
and they were like wild dogs feeding on meat
but the best part was
yinle got what he deserved
finally his turn
all these whacking-s
turned the classroom upside down
messy &al
anyway
went hengyi's house
with pinli, chinting, sk n sharry
played POKEMON monopoly
for like 10min and stopped
pinli kept stressing the POKEMON part
or was it sharry?
: ]
I PRESENT YOU..drum rolls
THE GESS BUTTOCKS !
woots
haa.
ultra funny luh
just one post on my dead tag board
and people started tagging
even those i can't identify
sweat
at least it proves that my tag board isn't dead
THANK YOU PEOPLE
grins
i'm really curious though
tagger
miaomiao
=.-
i don't know who you are
but i know i know you
contradicting but true
tell me please?
especially =.-
he's been blog-hopping
and tagging the same thing
lmao
sian
i've been blog-hopping
from iggy's
to munwah's
to sufi's
to siok kiang's
to seroyen's
and when i see their tag board
i feel so depressed
i mean
they have so many taggers
and they just created their blog !
my blog has been around for ages
and nobody tags my board
except for a few kindsouls
but it's the same old people
and they..they..
THEY HAVE A VARIETY OF TAGGERS
wth
i feel so deprived..
mun wah and seroyen never tags my board
and yet i know they read my blog
maybe my blog content is too freaking boring
URGHHHH
Sunday, April 16, 2006
woots
another !
link seroyen
the time is 01:11am
and i'm done with sufi's blog
yet another one
link sufi !
link iggy !
link mun wah !
link siok kiang !
Saturday, April 15, 2006
ian, you adorable maniac
i realized my blog
has been deprived
of pictures and videos
videos, i have none
pictures i have some
so here goes..
ian came to my house today
so suddenly
with no warning or whatsoever
and handed me a big plastic bag
yep, goodies
and this kiddy puzzle
which came with one of the chocs
so cute luh
almond cookies
ian baked it himself
i know, so sweet right?
i didn't even know he could bake
so ian came just to pass me all these
and he lives at newton area
which is like FARRR
i know ian wants to cheer me up
because of that ~blahh
and he knows i have a sweet tooth
i almost cried
when i saw what he brought me luh
REEEEAAAALLLYYY THANK YOU IAN !
although you are one crazy dumbass
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