Diamante.d heartbeat.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

myflashbox's screwed, i tell you.
i have the same ip with at least 10 different people.
leontan, ian, mavis, ignatius, jor, spammers blahblah.

and it's constantly changing.
o.O

it's like i'm scolding myself orsth.
wth please.
ahahahahh

Friday, September 29, 2006

tags reply:

yah lah, piggy.
i won't close it.
ty(:

haha, senior don't cry lah.
i'm not closing le
thank you(:

hah. not the whole world reads my blog alright.
&& thomas niaaaa won't ever be a homeless kid.
: /

alright, your(my)FAN.
i won't do it.
thank you :D

ha. hey mavis.
i did.
but spammers have their own overwhelming influence too, you know.

you just lost the bet, ILOVEYOU.
ahahahh. jk.
but really thank you(:

ahha anoy.
you rock for saying my blog rocks.
:D:D:D

smile now, ):
and i'd bet you're exaggerating.
you need my blog. and i need you(:

i will keep bloggin', Jan.
thanks.

yeap, evelyn.
i won't close(:
ty

hahaah. puayleng, you buaybaaa girl.
just 'cause you like seeing your name on my blog.
ahahahh.

hey mel.
hah, jealousy.
sucha niceeee word(:
ty.

o.O, o.O janvin?
alright, lame.
: /

helloo ammar.
i know you lahh.
hah.
&& thanks :D !

yeah, ka, i don't.
and i won't.
ty(:

crazy lah, leontan.
you blog for yourself, not me.
but thanks anyway.
heh.

you can share anything &everything with me too, READER.
i'm glad i can make you happy.
because your presence makes me happy too(:
thank you.

yes, we are friends.
hail to justin's million compliments :D !

hah. weird accusation, anon.
made me laugh like madddd for 25546545452 hrs.
o.O

omg. fromCCKSS, you serious?!
whole class? flattered, really.

haha. jyan, you won't rot lah.

no.1 fan, you let me see my blog from a distinct angle.
thank you(:
&& i hope you'll sleep better in the future.
:D:D:D

i know, Rei.
and i'm pretty sure they'll go on fine without my blog.

haha. yah lah, sharry.

ahahahh annoynomous.
thank you so much :D

yep, suhui.
i won't.
come back again, alright(:

ha lamb, thanks.
yeah, stupiddd day.

you're not a regular visitor lor, A-z.
hahaha. anyway, thank you(:

haha yeayea abcd, i won't close it.
thanks :D

it's not lah, yada !
but thank you huh.

you know, triciaa, i really went to count.
ahahahh.
ty(:

hey, some passerby
you are no passerby if you passed by so many times lahh.
heh.
and thank you :D

people, thank you many many many :D !
you are the reason why this blog still exists.
you don't live for my blog, as you claim.
my blog lives for you :D !
thank you(:

say greeeeen(:

salad for dinner.
how healthy please.
:D:D:D

that lecture from ___,
made the notion of closing down this blog, stronger.

he criticised, he mocked, he reprimanded.

sooner or later,
this blog will have to go.

not because of spammers, not because i want to.
but because of teachers and the school's expectations.
blahblah. long story.

so now, what do you think my decision is?
to close or not to close?

i won't ever close my blog,
unless i am forced to, by higher authorities. i swear.

&& i'm so sorry people,
to have made such a threatening statement and caused the commotion.
:/

the lecture i recieved should've been the very cause of my blog's closure.
but i decided eventually, that it should infact, be the reason why i shouldn't close it.
i won't do something that'll allow people to gloat.

so there you have it(:

thank you people, so much.
you made me cry my guts out, reading your tags.
this aint no twit-talk alright.
:D:D:D

[edited: pic changed. && sufi is fasting]

i'm blogging :D !
guess what that means.
:/

ytd was yummy-day.
sorry, twit talk.

99% fats freeee :D

100% fats
>:(

i bet you wished you were sitting with me in class.
:D:D:D

now people, look at him.
does he look like he'll wear something like...

...this?
well i'm telling you, he wore that ytd.
like ahahahahahh. omg.

puayleng &i towned today.

ate, movie-d, studied in library.

weird angle, i know.

i'm so urghhhhhh!, i tell you.
i was studying in the library,

&& went to pee.
i mean like, it's natural alright.

then when i came back, my wallet's gone.
just like that.
it was in my bag orsth.

like wtf?!
my ic &al, POOF ! and gone.
i don't care about the cash.
but there's like a cheque for 150bucks,
and my condo keypass also lahhh.

now i have to replace all of 'em.
ahhhhhhhhhhh!

make new ic = $100
cheque = $150
condo keypass = $50

FUCK THE PERSON WHO STOLE IT.
mf-er.

&& i just bought my wallet kayy.
so it's another $60.
total = $360 ++

bye, my dearrr volcom.
>:( !

i told daddy i forgot to bring my wallet along to the toilet.
and you know what he said?
"why don't you forget how to breathe too?"

ohmy.
what a kinddd father i have right.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

maybe i deserved it.
right, wtv.

but xiaoyang didnt alright.
he's like the nicest person on earth.
ahahahh.

omg.
5hrs of intensive amath tuition.

&sorry, no time to reply tags again.
and no pictures to post.
>:(

i'll try tomorrow.
:/

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

i know.
i have seen the tags.
maybe not all, but enough to _____.

tomorrow.
tomorrow, i'll reply the tags &make my decision alright.
gotta study now.

&& i discovered a new catchphrase.
-HOLY JAAMALLAMA.
sounds so cooll and foreign &al.
ahahahahh
:D:D:D

thank you people and sorry.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

i'm closing down this blog on saturday.
yeah, serious.

i can't really conjure any why-reasons.
maybe it's those spammers.
they got to me.
>:(

bye-bye.

i'm in a reaaaal pathetic state, right now.
only sharry knows why.
ahhhh.

&& daddy's so sweeeet :D !
he went down and bought me dinner(:
ahahaahhh

Monday, September 25, 2006

did i mention puayleng &i bought bottles tgt?
well yeah, we did.

:D:D:D

ohwels.
this morn', munwah told me his mom bathed -iggy the hamster,
and i went to convey the message to puayleng orwho.

i wanted to say,
"munwah's mom bathed his hamster."
but then i don't know why i suddenly said,
"munwah's mom bathed him."

omg, do you realise how indecent it sounds.
o.O

alright, then iggy, munwah &i,
were like daring one another to eat 5 warheads at one go.

mother die. i was on the verge of cryin' kay.
butbut the two asses were totally expression-less, i tell you.
like it didnt affect them at all.

ohwels, maybe it didnt.
o.O

munwah &i tried on 7 warheads later, S-E-V-E-N alrighttt.
i died.

ohoh! i have this great sense of accomplishment, i tell you.
'cause i swept the whole classroom today :D !
:D:D:D

two free periods for lit today(:
then victor, sebas, iggy, angeline, chengyu &i went lvl 3 to studyy.

i was trying to avoid please?
ahahahahh, iggy act cute.
but cute lahhhh, a lil only.

&& poor chengyu was raped today. by iggy.
they were like touching each others' ____ &al.
like ahahahahahah
fricking funnyy kay.

ohwels.
sufi sat with me during amath.

we were talking about the spammers on my blog.
i was whining 'bout why i always get them,
and sufi awakened me with a statement.
"you think everybody like you ah."

that left me speechless alright.
i was so devastated with that declaration,
and so traumatised by that fact.

not that i believed everyone liked me,
but what sufi said has never crossed my mind.
as in, i never really thought about that.

this is random.
but i reaaaally don't understand how someone can just post a hate-tag stating,
"i hate fat people like you."
how can being fat, be a source of hatred?

not just spammers lah.
friends too.
like munwah, iggy, sufi, seroyen, sebas blahblah.
they don't exactly use the potent word, hate.
but it's definitely the subject of my mockery.

how shallow please.
then i get al sad and depressed over it.

i'm gonna lose weight, i swear.
even if it costs my life. cross my heart and hope to die.

THE CLIQUE came and studied with me in the library after tuition.
i know i was just throwing tantrum the whole time,
and i'm really sorry, guys.

i even bit shengkiat, hard.
&& i wept on all of them.

THE CLIQUE's the best, i tell you.
thank you and thank you.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

i ended it,
and i'm sorry i did.

it was inevitable and we both knew it,
right from the start.

technically, it was just an experiment,
however apathetic it sounds.

i warned you not to install true emotions, but you still did.
now, i'd have to apologise for making you tear.

i had to do it, baby.
i had to make it harsh.
i had to kill everything, once and for all.
i dont want you to linger.

bye now, baby.
you were great, i swear.
you were the best-est girllfriend. i still hold on to that.

sorry.
>:(

i didn't realise.
i realise now.

when i talk about c____ or j____,
about what they told me and what i'd found out,
you seem aloof, distant or even disapproving.
i can read your desire to end the issue.

&& when others, all except me, talk about them,
you display an undeniable interest.
you're always wanting to know more, dying to know more.
from them, and only from them.
never me, even if i grasp more.

i didn't comprehend.
but now, i do.

jealousy.
the worthless attribute you allowed, to tear us apart.
bitch.

yeahyeah,
read this &go fret if i'm bloggin' about you.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

lesbo bought me doughnuts :D !
'cause i said i wanted them ytd.
yaaay(:

&& i think she was late for tuition 'cause she rushed over
to get it to me.
sorryyy >:(

Friday, September 22, 2006

i'm bloggingg sooo late.
shit. my day's spoilt.
'cause of leontan's spammer.
i swear i'll faint if he's who i think he is.
geeeez.
>:(

anyway,
i was getting hyper all day long, getting only.
but pubyleng wouldnt entertain me.
so i died down.
o.O

people were so kindd to me today :D !

s.kiang dear gave pl &i jellieees
:D:D:D

shared with iggy &munwah(:

lesbo bought eye dropper for my dry eyes,
and wrote a step-by-step guide too.
ahahah, how sweet.

but the prob is, i dont even dare drip that evil thang into my eye.
so doesnt matter whether i have it or not.
heheh

butbut, i dripped it in eventually.
iggy &pl were so pekcek with me.
ahahahah

ohmy. how cute.
:D:D:D
iggy with baby pooh(:

jI3 mUiXx 184 w0rHx
oops. sorry.
dont blame me, puayleng got me into that twit mood.
:D:D:D

i still cant figure if it's the constipated face,
or the i-ate-sour-warheads face
or the i'm-trying-to-grin face.
'cause you know, this aint taken by me.
ahahahh

tiong-ed with iggy &wilson.
but wilson left for school. studyyyy.
o.O

bought two sour warheadds
sour warhead kills, i tell you.
i cried the first time i had it.
:D:D:D

went mac with iggy then and flipped through books.

munwah &linqian were there as well.
ohwels actually, we went mac cause they were there.
so, yeah.

nahh, we didnt study.

it's so fun, i tell you.
we were like daring munwah to eat three warhead sweets at once.
and he accepted the dare.
then iggy tried four at once after.

then i saw them eat with straight faces,
&& i thought it was alright.
but i tried three and i nearly explooooded kay.
wah laooo. sour like no mother.
o.O

took a picture of iggy who was taking picture of me?
so cooll.
alright, maybe not.

guess what?
pauyleng came,
&& we went shopping. for hamsters :D !

omg. funnyyy.
wilson tio is scared of dogs.
as in dead scared.
ahahaha.

bought one hamster for munwah,
and bought one for iggy.
:D:D:D

ignatius'.
he's named woomoomoo, after woomunwah.

munwah's.
she's named iggy, after ignatius.
yeahyeah, i know.
a female called iggy sounds weird &al.
but we cant break the chain lahh.
must be named after someone, and they rejected calling her jiayi.
dont even know why please. jiayi is such a beautiful name(:

how exciting :D !
hamster's the new trend alr kay.
:D:D:D

bought a bottle with puayleng.
reddd(:

justin, the stranger, asked me for _____.
ahahahah.
he reads my blog alright.
how cooll.
chung cheng main kayy.
:D:D:D

ohoh, it's 11.26.
i made it in time(:

Thursday, September 21, 2006

i was sooo hyper in class today
it's like i tear'd again. on &off.
i didnt cry, i tear'd.
it's like cause eye dropper is soo cruel to the eyes,
&& so i tear'd to moisture my eyes(:

i scared puayleng today, alright.
i kept singing.
suddenly i'll go,
"so-uuu la, so-uuu mi, fa so-uuu la do-uuu"
i emphasize alot on the so-uuu
and i bet you dont know what i'm singing :D

&& i'm a pro cry-er now kay.
it's like i can cry anytime i want.
30 secs is all i take.
pro ehh?
:D:D:D

anyway,
mdm goh caught puayleng cutting munwah's hair
and lectured her like maddd
she said puayleng will appear desperate for guys orsth.
ahahahah

mdm goh, if you're reading this,
i think it's best if you know that puayleng's a lesbian.
she doesnt need to be desperate for guys.
desperate for girls? maybe.
desperate for guys? no way.
:D:D:D

look what sebas did.
o.O

poor, poor benny(:

ahahahahh
ms chai/mrs lee scolding munwah ahhhh.
o.O no lah.
it's the compo thingo.

ohwels.
watched -JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE with,
cheryl, angeline, puayleng, sharry &shermaine.
chick flicks rock, i tell you.

sharry sent me halfway home again.
i looooveee going home with sharry.
she makes me laugh like mad and she laughs with me :D !
&& she cut her finger, helping me open my bottle.
ahahahahah.

omfg.
i'm like totally self-entertaining and so high the whole day.
pardon me.
ahahahahahahh.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

ahahahh
i tear'd alot today.
as in really alot.

'cause i didnt have my eye dropper,
so i had to wet my eyes.
sheesh.

cakeee in the morn'
:D

no offence but,
looks like chijie?
o.O

ohoh. munwah &iggy were fricking funny.
they were like doing the cute poses &al.

the inverted ba-gey duo

iggy is actually super self-absorbed, i tell you.
he just doesnt reveal it lahh
ahahhah

ohlook !
josh's radish has a moleeee(:

cabbed to liang court alone,
after lunch-ing with seroyen, sooteck &lesbo.
planned to go with sero &lesbo,
but the two of them kept quarrelling the whole time.
so i thought it was best to go alone.

aaron &shengkiat came to meet me.
ohmy, shopped @ kino for one whole hr kay.
gay please.
bought two books :D !

they sent me home after.
:D:D:D

ms____ pissed me off today. big time.
she fu-king had the cheek to reprimand &lecture me on being a female.
infront of the whole class even.
like fu-k please?

what era are you in?
this aint the girls-must-be-gentle-and-demure period no more.
girls like that should go kill themselves orsth.
lack of character &self-respect kay.

there's no certain code of conduct, girls must follow.
i act as i like.
i represent myself as an individual, not as the whole female population, bitch.

&& what i did is perfectly fine please.
sue me.